Unsure about what lies beyond for YOU ?

Don't be . From one who has been on the lonely road for over 50 years I know I have had, not only a travelling companion, but the best travelling companion one could hope for and way beyond what one could wish for  . I have my doubts but I know whom I have believed  and I look to him to carry me just as he has done every day.
Jesus promises us a place in heaven , relief from the burdens of this life and our careless strayings with forgiveness,, if we just ask Him .  May God show you His great blessing this day !